i am a macaroni virgin. i feel so, so immature. i feel like because i'm like this, i'm missing out on an important part of life! all of my other friends have eaten it before and say that's its very awesme, seriously like everyone i've talked to say they love it! but me? i look at that big glob of yellow goo and chopped up looking wormy noodles and want to gag. i mean! it looks gross, but i gotta admit, it smells pretty good. don't get me wrong,i do really lk pasta and i very much enjoy cheese. but together? ehhh not so much. when i told people of my horrible defiency, they were horrified. and then a couple of them had an intervention. anyway tonight we have a plan to rid of my horrible secret: imma gonna go to McCalister's and eat macaroni!..or at Jeannes, i can't decide...but nevertheless the plan is to eat some really good macaroni. i don't really mind though because trying new things is really fun! i just hope a don't throw up my friends good intentions XD

so i'm like reaaaaaaaally excited for AWA this weekend!! i'm driving with some of my best buds and we are caravaning alll the way up to Atlanta, starting at 6:30 in the moring. we have to leave super early cause we're just going for the day and we have to get back at 4:00 for some reason. man, i got to get to bed really early tonight, though that's probably not going to happen because "early" for me is like 11:00 pm haha. so anyway, who! i'm so pumped, this is my second con so it won't be as um "bewildering" haha but it will be awesome nevertheless. i'm also dressing up! i was going to be a different character than i am now and i was going to buy it myself. but it was waaay too expensive and i couldn't pay for it. but luckly my friend has this other charcter who i just so happen to look lk, can fit into the costume, and have a wig for! it was meant to be. so yea that's bascially what's going on right now with me besides homework and prepare for reading in my church's sermon tomorow, which maybe on the radio...oh boy. so anyways! if u have read this and have nooooo idea what in the world is AWA, u probably don't even understand what i've just typed haha. bascially AWA is a nerd convention for awesome nerds to congregate and soak up each others awesomeness, which probably makes no sense either :D

so thanks to my dear friend jaime, i am now rediscovered my love for the British-cartooned-band "Gorillaz". they do every music video animated, and people like the music so much that they actually will watch the videos. I was looking and Youtube and spotted "gorillaz MTV cribs". I clicked on it and couldn't believe that they actually did that episode animated too! it starts with the fictional character "Murdoc" saying ello and giving you a tour of their made up home while spotting te other band members along the way. its sooo funny! haha, and after i watched that video, i spotted some little short episodes they did that were completely random and had no point. like this one called the "eel". in it the band member 2D is trying to kill an eel with a mallet so he can cook it for his friend Russel. then another band member (murdoc)gets annoyed with the banging, grabs it, and "melts its face off. when russel comes in he's all lk "my eel? where's my eel? where's my eel?"
murdoc-"hmm, its not feelin too well..." haha wat a band :D

so now that my sister's gone off to college and my dad's traveling all across the south, i'm starting to feel lk an only child. usually when i come home from skool calli's with me, but! now i arrive there alone. yep, just me, mom, and my dog. but i'm not sad! i mean, i miss calli a ton and wishsh e culd laugh at spongebob and family guy with me, but i'm not feelin family-sick or anything! i feel lk this gives me a chance to take on more responsibilities cause now i got to make more decisions on my own, without calli's words of wisdom. so basically i'm just feeling a strange sense of..weirdness. my house is quieter, me and my mom r both busy with our work and everyday drama. hmm, feels lk an season of Gilmore Girls.....anwho! i'm excited for calli coming back for the weekend! she'll be hanging out and doing homework with me like "old times" hehe, hopefully that'll make things around my house feel less..weird.